Procrastination Perfectionism & Performance

I am feeling this big move energy 

Although I am hopping on that train knowing I am on my path and headed to where I need to be,

I can feel parts of me not wanting to move. 

They are heavy and holding on. 

It is almost as if these parts are acting out because

Well, it goes like this...

“It’s time to start cleaning up sweetie, 5 more minutes”

“5 more minutes!! I don’t want to leave!!” * they either start running around throwing a tantrum or folding their arms across their chest and pouting. 

These parts are procrastination, perfectionism, performance. 

I know them very well. 

The 3 P’s have been with me most of my life and just like my two younger brothers and I, 

They all have their own relationships with each other. 

When I am asked to do work, or be involved in a discipline of some sort,

perfectionism and performance show up. 

They are like twins, they think they need to show up and prove to others that

they are good,

they are lovable,

they are worthy of belonging,

taking up space

and simply existing.